LiL BouT FRaNK

Well everyone knows the best song for the optimum time is based on mood isn’t it?

Well generally speaking my top 12 favorite songs…
- Philip, Craig & Dean: When God Ran
- Hillsong             : Still
- Minnie Ripperton: Lovin’ You
- Rick Price           : Heaven Knows
- RBD                    : Tu Amor
- Lionel Richie       : I call It love
- Daniel Powter      : Bad Day
- Enrique Iglesias   : Hero
- Damien Rice        : The Blower’s Daughter
- Rick Price            : If You Were My Baby
- Kelly Clarkson       : Beautiful Disaster
- Rick Price             : Stranger
Currently, Lionel Richie’s ma mood of song… U just love the rhythm you know…
the lyrics…

~ Baby, I don’t know what love is ~
~ Maybe I’m A Fool ~

Love it!

Well For "the blower’s daughter" and "if you were my baby" is the songs i listen to when i’m really emo… the blower’s daughter makes my emo mood even worse.. but da other one brighten my days lol

and for hillsong n philip dean n craig’s song is when i feel the holy spirit…
I don’t really dare to listen the song when god ran in public..
It drives me crazy when i see the MV for WHEN GOD RAN… for sure tears will drop..
seriously…
God Did miracles!!! and i cherish it!!

the rest will just be some random songs that i really lik ~ lol long time din blog dunno how to end how to start.. do forgive me !!!

Today’s easter Day, Rejoice for Christ Is Risen!! Hallelujah!!!!
Went to Morning sunrise service, even though when i reach the sun already has risen!!

Well.. .. Yesterday Morning Dad suddenly Faint again… just a sudden one minute blackout but all of us in the house was really worried, mom’s face was cover with tears..
Bro was holding up dad, mom was slapping dad’s face trying to get him to gain back consciousness… …
Really really hope that God Above will have mercy on dad, show love to ma dad…

Lord, Is this very night … ( listening Hillsong’s "with all i am") Really pray that Our risen father will blessed us… grant me the wisdom of controlling self action and grant me lord to have a down to earth behavior oh god….
God sometime i don’t mean to be proud of myself… It’s just that my ego is always way above my behavior…

God i wanna know you more…
God I wanna be in your kingdom …
God i surrender my all to you lord…

Thank you for all this while u granted mercy on me…
Thank you lord for dying on the cross for my sin O Lord!!!

Thank you lord that taught us how to pray

Our Father Who Art In Heaven
Hallowed Be Thy Name
Thy Kingdom come
Thy Will be done
in earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those that trespasses against us
And lead us not to temptation
but deliver us from evil
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power and the glory
For ever and ever.
AMEN

Lord, from the bottom of ma heart… thank you for this amazing life that Thy have been blessing me..
I’m thankful… Grateful … Eternally  grateful…
Lord, but recently this incident occur that my dad’s  blackout for no reason..
lord, today my dad’s admitted to hospital for check up…
Father, I’m really really worried… Lord, utilize this chance
O lord, bring ma dad to you lord…
O father.. plz bless my dad overcome this sickness..
Lord , thank you for this family that you given me..
I love ma family really much just that i sometime lack of
patient and care…
Lord … grant me self control O lord… let me honor your name..
Let me honor ma parents as written in the ten commandments
Lord…
Thank you for hearing me out!!!!!
Amen

Seems like I always starts ma blog the same way… It’s been quite some time since i blog…
Well, this is really considered ma first official concert…
Rick Price is the most inspiring artist that I know.. He’s lyrics , his voice touches ma soul, strengthen ma faith for life….
Well, i bought the ticket 3days b4 the concert.. and the concert was at 29December 2007 (thursday) at KL Convention Center , Hall 2. There was James Morrison ( which i dont really know who the hell is he? lol) and Dayang… (famous local artist).

This indeed is a great reward for maself.. First there was Dayang presenting 4 songs then next it was The awesome Rick Price. He started with "Fragile" which is very sentimental and the words…. WoW!! his voice straight away poke through ma heart… He’s amazing… " she’s so Fragile  ~ ~" nice!!!!

For the mean time, i just hate that i didnt have the chance to even owned "heaven knows" i want the album!! yesh i am desperate!!!! then there was also "Bridge building man" which is really really nice.. he used his guitar to strum and create the sound in the track of bridge building man… very nice!! and for your information he’s the only one presenting solo!! my solo as in without any people playing for him…. he played guitar alone, piano and even played "flute" i forgot what that’s call lol!! well, in ma view that best solo presenter… i really enjoyed even though i was totally alone … and i dont think there’s a lot of fans of rick price.. but i am a loyal one!!!!!

after that there was also, "Not a day goes by" which i havent been hearing for months cuz i kin’da lost the source!! but he recalls ma memories!!! i want heaven knows album!!!! really really wanna have it!!!!and there’s some new songs … i remember there’s a song for the 3orphans that  one of them left to head for a family.. then left the two orphans back at the orphanages … and 2 new songs… there’s also "if you were my baby" which i really love cuz it’s really lovely lyrics!!!! just lovely!!!! then there was you’re never alone which is written by rick price at a HK hotel when he was promoting his album heaven knows and when he misses his son this song "you’re never alone" was written with his fellow lyricist! *thumbs up*

Really enjoyed his performance… my very first and i believe the most favorable concert!!! i  adore you rick price!!!!!!! thanks for the concert!! !!

Sometimes, when i did mistakes or i had i fight with someone , I’ll mostly go and consult my elders & friends like those that really helped me Grace JeJe and Sifu Chun Kit.. .. Who had giving me advices through my learning process in life.. .. ..Thank You!!

Well What does it takes to truly learned something , to truly improve oneself ??
I really doubt that… Well , sometimes it’s great to consult the elders nothing’s wrong about that … But in certain situation i chose to question myself…

For Instance , when i have a fight among my friends … … I’ll question myself whether did she did anything wrong ?? Or is it me that’s made a mistake ? When I’m in her shoe , what would I do ?? From this way i found it useful , in sense of I would get angry easily , more understanding ( .. .. perhaps .. ? ) … …

Do my friends thought that i am a rude or hot tempered person ? I wouldn’t mind if there’s any comment …. From the Starbucks’ Book "From Ordinary to Extraordinary" one of the main principle is receive criticism… How can one company afford to accept criticism even before the owner themselves don’t even accept it ???

Never avoid criticism , face it , analyze it , improve it… Welcome criticism is essential to improve… I do agree.. .. Today heard one of my friend say that i am proud of myself… Well , since then i started to flashback … … From primary school to college… … Is my action too proud ?? Or is my ego disturbing others??  ( comment on this pls.. ) Sorry if i do ever offended you…  Or is it the joke i’ve been making  on my friend?? well.. will try to improve…do hope my friend could responds in a specific comments…

Temptation?? Nothing wrong to be tempted by one …
It’s never easy to hold back yourself from temptation …
For me , Pool’s a temptation Clubbing , pub , ice skating .. yeah !! basketball too was one of it.. but Nar.. Less chances already based on the poor facilities around…
How can i have the strong determination for not get tempted by one thing ??
Remind yourself by heart?? Is that enough?? Religion ?? true.. but that’s it ..?
Hmmm… As Teacher Chang Hong said "if you cant held back from temptation then run away from it ! " deeply rooted inside here * pointing ma head * hehe…

I read a book which is very famous and meaningful… "beggar’s popper" …
Nice book really…
Goes like this.. The author’s grow up in a poverty environment… He as the eldest son in the family need to bag for money for the mom which is lack rasional , dad which is blind and many brothers and sisters… The determination mentioned in the book of the author was enormous when he bag for food for the whole family !! * salute *

and one thing that really remind the city’s people…  One day the author accidentally step to the ground with glasses , he screamed … His dad asked what’s wrong… author replied broken glasses cut his leg and stuck in within… ( he pulled out and threw aside… His dad question him where is the broken glasses … author say he threw it away.. His dad used the cane to beat his son… saying when you step on glasses at the floor , you don’t just threw it away, people might step on it again… when you fall into a hole on the ground, you don’t just ignore it… you find a stone to cover it up… That’s what remind me of what selfish we are… Don’t only think about individual’s benefits but think about others as well!!!    

Well.. yeah inspiration used up.. that’s ma blog!!! hehe.. feel free to hear some respond thanks !!! specific one will be more appreciated ( i knw i’m greedy!! another lesson to be learn ) hahaha…

One more thing really hope those friend that’s in need could find their way out of their shadow and walk toward the right path!!

    In my entire life , this is one of the most touching thing I’ve ever experience …
Before i start blogging i would really love to thank YiYing , Wan Tin , Vic ,Shun & Esther. You guys make me feel warm… Really thankful for u guys !!! Don’t only because of the effort you guys put it, it’s the heart that u guys have … Thank you !!!

    Firstly Thanks YiYing & Victor for the really amazing 12o’clock "Nestlo" Cake… It’s just great !!! I’ve never expected to have a cake this year… When me and vic are in da room then suddenly clock strikes 12… Yi Ying’s taking the cake into the room.. That moment will oways kept within my heart… thanks to both of you !!!!! Vic and YY sorry for the nite of disturbing !!! Really Appreciated !!!

    On The actual day 27th of Jun… I receive really lots of wishes and blessing from friends and family from all over the place , dear Alisson at Kelantan , Jocelyn which just back from UK .. One of sweetest call i have receive on that day was Xian… Wei Xian… thank you you for calling back all the way from China… I really am glad to here your voice… Really really really miss u jie… Come back home.. !!!!

    Xian Forever I’ll remember the words you said… In all my life.. I will be holding those words for life !! WORD LIFE !! On my 16th Birthday , you send me a message that make me cried….. " Once we’re Brothers and Sisters , Forever we are .. .. .. .."

Amen to that !!!

    At evening , Shun drove us to "yuen" for steamboat with YY , Wan Tin and Victor .Thanks guys for spending time and money celebrating for me !!!! And Shun , frankly speaking we really do cherish you … Truly not because you’re the only one which could drive among us but you are a friend… You’re a true friend indeed!! thank you !!! Had a great time !!!

    After Dinner we head back to YY’s place … Then while we’re playing cards in YY’s room , they asked me out to the balcony … I was really blur that time , but i followed what they ordered… Guess what i saw behind the curtain … ?? Lights !!
Just like what we see in the drama… Designs of candles written there
  … …    " FRANK 生日快乐　” … ..

    That scene caught my tears… …. … I was surprisingly freaked out… is it for me ??? AM i dreaming or what??? I thought these scence only appear in TV programme… but now it’s happening for me…. !! thank GOD.. Thank God for my 5 blessed Pals…
You guys rock my world !!!! Victor , Wan Tin , Yi Ying , Esther and Shu Shun …. Thank you all… You guys meant the world to me…

    Around 11 - 3 thanks to my Buddies… Ler , Chin Lin & Jien Shern !! Thanks for the red label that’s very smooth… hehe… Thanks for the great time bros !!!! chin lin thanks for sparing the bed !!! Ler and jien shern… you guys a blessing !! thank you!!!!

    Special thanks for YY for making the card that include everyone’s blessing… thank you guys from 2.4… Nothing in this world meant more to me !!! thanks to my 5E5 kakis that send message to me… Church kakis … British Council kakis …. Basketball kakis … Most of all Taylorian !! Taylorian Rocks !!!!!!! Thanks to all my beloved sis !!! Thanks Xian !!!

God Bless All of you all !!! thank you !!

It’s not suppose to turned out this way…
Chemistry among ma classmate doesn’t seems to get along…
Lord… Shouldn’t it be da other way ??

Lord… To Move or Not to Move ??
They’re taking a step to move to a whole new house…
but 4ppl in one room… from his way of speaking i know what he meant…
No Anger .. No disappointment.. .. .. Just .. .. ..

Let Bygones be Bygones…

Freaking hell… Waited for da Damn 45 minute shit for 3 hours ++
But ends up.. computer error… haihz… Lord… bless me lord…
Don’t turn my life upside down lord !!!! 

Yesh… as i’m cheering ppl up.. me myself is upset…
Nope.. that’s da wrong way.. …
"don’t stop behind time .. .. Cherish what you’re holding now.. .."
Yesh!! Cherish what you’re possess now… Let the past me past…
Kept in behind our memory…

Frankie Chan Yee Chyuan…
Must have faith in 2.4Jan… we must be strong.. united as the most active,
united , enjoying class among the TBF…
There’s a lot of assignments , exams , challenge , obstacles ahead awaiting you..
Be strong… Overcome it… learn from mistake…
i Will be strong !!!!!!      

Everything will turns out rite !!!!  what i need to do is just to believe…

F.R.O.G –> Fully Rely On God !!

Memories , Tears , Sore …. and …  … relief…

Finally she have leave us… head to the home in heaven…

relief from the illness… no need to suffer …  no more…

She’s really really strong determination…

No matter how suffering the situation is…

She still have the strong will … the strong determination to live…

Hoping for miracles…

When the time i saw her body inside the coffin … …

Tears keep falling down… sitting aside…. praying that she’ll be in heaven…

And for sure she’ll be…

It’s really very suffering … Especially seeing ma uncle , aunt , cousin sis and bro..

Leaving tonnes of memories at the bottom of their memory…

For us.. It truly isn’t easy.. … …

Especially… When the coffin is sealed …

Send into the hearse …

When we walk the hearse towards the entrance of the cemetery…

Ma Heart broke into pieces… … … I really tried to control …

But indeed… it’s not easy… … …

Moreover… when the coffin is ready to be bury … …

All of us are throwing white roses down to the coffin …

Tears are falling together with the roses…

As the pastor said… She did left us..

But we must leave all the memories with us…

Deeply rooted inside our memories..

Never leave us … ..

Her leave to me… …. really … truly did an impact to me…

She’ve been the most obedient grand daughter among all the relatives..

She’ve really work hard for her dad…

She’ve been really really great toward one and everyone…

Her leave is really a great lost to everyone one of everyone of us…

But .. … … the only thing that i’m glad is that.. she’ve been saved…

Saved by our lord jesus christ…
She’s now in God’s embrace in heaven… …

As Christian … I believe… I DO BELIEVE that…

She’s now in heaven … … in god’s embrace…

B4 she have been bury… This song was played…

And i for sure know that this is the song she favored …

"Still"

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

This song is for you our beloved Alina Soon …

Thank you for the greatest memories…. … …
Truly… I’ll be still .. knowing that you’re in heaven looking down at us!!

You’re always the cheerful one among us…

Always the discipline one among our big family…

Laughter and Joy together we had in mind…

Problems and Issues together we’ve overcome …

But Why ??? Why ?? Why God is taking you back from us …

Taking You away from this big warm family …

Is it time ?? You’ve been really great … ..

Truly great to each and everyone in our family…

Alina , ma beloved cousin…

Really really.. really thank you for every lil thing you’ve contribute in building up

This warm , harmony family….

Thanks a lot.. every bit of u’ve done meant the world to us…

Alina….God bless you…

you’ll forever and ever be in God’s embrace !!!!

God bless alina !!!

Forever in our Memories .. … .. ..

That day went shopping with mom and dad @ ArmCorp Mall …

I was Expecting to buy smthg …

Ma Favorite singer,  Rick Price 2nd hand album ( no longer exist in shop anymore )

Well , there’s a flee market every weekend which you can find tonnes of 2nd hands goods .. limited edition … pirated …. etc…

First thing in mind went i reach there… Rick Price’s album !!!

I manage to find one and only album of his… Tamborine Mountain …

Which contain two of ma favorite songs -

~ nothing can stop us now

&

~ You’re never alone

Rick Price… Da artist that sing the songs that inspire me a lot in life…

Seriously… The lyrics rocks.. his voice rulez !!  Touches my feeling !!!
Changes ma life !!!!
You all should give a try !!!
Rick Price rocks !!!
Really glad i’ve bought this album !!